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In all the wrong places

Talking about my day has no meaning for me anymore, I'm longing for deep conversation, sometimes just staring at you in silence, just contemplating your beautiful eyes. 
I want you to make me feel the deepest feelings so I can translate them into poetry, songs or visual stuff, but sadly I've been feeling lately that our minds are focused in completely different things. When I don't feel like talking, you're just waiting for me to say something, and that's making me feel completely pressured.
I just want to be in peace with myself and in peace with everything else, specially with you, but it seems like I can't give you what you want, a long conversation about random things that actually I don't care about. 
I'm scared that your mind combined with mine will explode someday, I don't think I need what you need, and I really wish you could love me just as I am, with all my random mood swings and my infinite silence.