No, you don't understand.
It's not as easy as "You're so pretty, we should meet someday!" No, not at all.
I'm not pretty, I'm not what you think I am. Please, get to know me, so you don't like me anymore and never ask for a meeting again. Please let me tell you my flaws, let me tell you my scariest secrets, and go away, just leave me and never ask for a meeting.
I'm not skinny, I'm not tiny as my pictures may seem, I'm not that cutie girl with a powerful self steem. If you ask me for a meeting you'll only meet a fat, little girl, unconfident of herself. So never do.

I wish I was tiny, I wish I wore a little skirt and fit me, and I wish I looked cute wearing it, and I wish I had a lot of eyes on me because of that.

My demons got back again, help me.