I'm always searching for love at the weirdest places, I'm always waiting for everyone to love me, but they never do, they never will.
I'm always searching for love at the wrongest places, I'm always waiting for things that only happen in my mind.

I don't want to keep this anymore, I want to be free, I want to scape from myself, but I'm here, I'm always here.

I don't really depend of anyone to make me happy, I can only be happy by myself, and I'm always angry when people tries to make me feel better.
I don't want words, I just want a kind hug, a soft hug, a delicate hug.

But what if I'm always a prisoner of my own thoughts? What if I never save myself?
I'm only waiting for someone to save me, someone as broke and buried in hell like me.

Someone who doesn't know me at all.

I don't know what to say, I'm always thinking about the wrongest things, I change my mind every 5 minutes, and I can't live like this.

I just wanna be free, I just wanna set myself free from my bad thoughts, I don't wanna depend of anybody but me to feel happy, I just wanna take a flight and spend my life with people I don't know, with people who doesn't know me, so I can do whatever I want to.

Don't say that you love me, don't say that you'll always love me, I don't need that, I don't want anybody to tell me that, I just want to have fun, I just want to make my life in a total opposite way everybody tells me I have to. 

I'm always scared of myself, scared from what I do, from what I think.

Run away from me, don't say a thing, but wait until I'm better. 

Please, juliette.